Title: Chocolate War Author: pukajen (ideaquestions@hotmail.com) Pairing: Mulder/Scully Rating: Adult Spoilers: First Person Shooter Summary: In a move that was as subtle as a freight train, and as suave as a teenager on his first date, Mulder had let out a big yawn, stretched his arms, and rested along the seatback behind her. Word Count: 5,026 Author's Note I: Thanks to soundingsea for doing the beta. Despite the craziness of life, you're amazing. Author's Note II: roomieC and I have been slowly rewatching XF, a couple of weeks ago we watched FPS. There are two versions, this is the first. The second is in beta. They start off the same, but go in very different directions. Disclaimer: Not mine. Don't really want to get FOXed They left the Gunmen and Phoebe at the bar, still doing shots of tequila and raising their glass in toasts that were phrased in code, praising her and Mulder's ingenuity, her shooting, Mulder's cajones. Scully assumed Langley meant his courage and not his actual balls. Then again, with the Gunmen, it was hard to tell at times. Fighting with her key card, Scully grunted in triumph as the hard wood of the door finally gave way under her. She stumbled a bit as she crossed the thresh-hold. Okay, maybe she was feeling that last shot of tequila. She giggled to herself; maybe it was feeling her. On the short taxi ride back to their hotel, she and Mulder had been pressed closely together. They'd talked about nonsense, lightly touching an arm to make a point, running fingers along a thigh to acknowledge what the other had said. In a move that was as subtle as a freight train, and as suave as a teenager on his first date, Mulder had let out a big yawn, stretched his arms, and rested along the seatback behind her. Scully had mocked his juvenile move, but had snuggled closer to him. They'd gone grocery store half a block from their hotel. In the harsh light of the Ralph's, they'd roamed the aisles, picking foods based more on ease of eating than nutritional value. Mulder's arm had never left her shoulder. Unceremoniously, Scully dumped the Ralph's bags containing their treasures onto her bed. As quickly as she could, she stripped out of her clothes, leaving them draped neatly over the desk chair. Naked, she rummaged through her suitcase, looking for something appropriate to put on. It wasn't like she had many choices. A knock startled Scully into action. "Just a moment," she called out, quickly pulling on a periwinkle spaghetti strap top she usually slept in. Finding clean underwear, she put her black pants back on, doing them up as she walked over to the door, pausing to look at herself in the mirror above the desk. Her face was free of make-up, but it wasn't like she had time to put any on now. Plus she'd probably poke her eye out the way she was feeling right now. There was a heat rushing through her blood that had nothing to do with the alcohol she'd consumed. The knock came again in three staccato raps. "What took so long, Scully?" Mulder strode into her room the second she opened the door. "Hello to you too, Mulder," Scully muttered acerbically. Her only answer was a half-hearted sneer as he dove onto her bed and set about ripping opened food packets. Sometime, Scully wondered at the dichotomy of manners that made up her partner; he'd hold doors, pay for all their meals - okay, the Bureau actually paid for them, but they went on Mulder's expense account - his hand was an almost permanent fixture on the small of her back, yet at times it was like he had no idea of social norms. From somewhere he'd procured two plates. He handed her one stacked high with a simple ham and cheese sandwich, mini carrots, and a mountain chips. "Bon app‚tit, Scully." Smiling slightly, she arranged the pillows against the headboard and sat down next to Mulder. "I almost forgot!" Like a magician, Mulder pulled a corkscrew from his back pocket. They'd bought a bottle of red wine. It had been the only serious moment between them since they left the bar. Mulder had held up a bottle, head cocked. She'd raised an eyebrow at him, he'd smiled slightly, and she mirrored his expression, and then nodded slightly. And just like that, they were going back to the hotel with dinner and a bottle of fairly decent red wine. "Where did you get this stuff?" Scully had packed for Mulder enough times to know that he didn't travel with plates or that damned corkscrew. "A gentleman doesn't kiss and tell, Scully." "I wonder if Jorge at the front desk does? Or Stan in the kitchen. Wait it's after ten, so that means it's Micky's shift in the kitchen." Scully couldn't help it; she burst out laughing at the crestfallen and slightly perturbed expression on Mulder's face. Years ago, Scully had learned that it was in her best interest to learn the names of the people at the front desks of the motels. If they were lucky enough to actually stay at a hotel, she made certain to know as many names on the kitchen staff as possible. Given the hours she and Mulder kept, it had meant she'd gotten more than one meal long after room service hours ended. "Quit gaping and open the wine." Scully set her plate aside and wandered into the bathroom, grabbing two of the tumblers wrapped in plastic for her protection. Mulder had the wine uncorked when she returned. He filled both glasses to the brim. "To getting our ya-yas out," toasted Mulder. "Speak for yourself." Scully took a long drink. The wine was rich and slid down her throat easily, warming her belly. "What'dya mean?" Mulder asked after he too had taken a long sip. "Mulder, that wasn't exactly my idea of a good time. In some backwards, na‹ve way, Phoebe actually thought that making a stereotypical male sex symbol was going to even the playing field for women, when in actuality she was just playing into the male fantasy." Subject closed, Scully finished her wine and picked up the other half of her sandwich. "You really didn't have a good time? Are you trying to tell me, Scully, that it didn't get your adrenaline going?" He looked at her incredulously. "Mulder, the reason my adrenaline was raised had nothing to do with the construct of the game and everything to do for fear for our lives." She polished off her sandwich, wiping her hands neatly on the napkin Mulder silently offered her. "I don't believe you, Scully. You didn't even hesitate to fire off hundred of rounds at the Maitreyas and her tanks." "Unlike you, and the majority of the male of the species, I don't feel the need to shoot at things to get my ya-yas out." She bit a carrot in half with a snap to emphasize her point. "How do you like to get your ya-yas off, Scully?" he leered at her. Deliberately changing her words. "Wouldn't you like to know?" She dropped her voice an octave. Mulder choked on his chips. Spluttering, he stared at her with a mixture of awe and disbelief. Scully thought she saw desire buried under there somewhere too, but tried to ignore it just as she always did. That was two for her. It wasn't often she got the better of Mulder in their verbal sparring. Honestly, it wasn't often that she played back. Thumping him on the back a couple of times, Scully quietly dug into the rest of her dinner. After a couple of moments, Mulder followed her lead. Reaching over to re-fill their wine glasses again he settled next to her, barely an inch separating them. "Ready for dessert?" Mulder asked. She'd been playing with the last of her chips, rather than eating them. "I'll get it." Scully handed him her abandoned plate and dug into the bottom of one of the plastic bags at their feet. Her fist closed over chocolate bar they'd decided to share. Meticulously, she peeled off the outer wrapper and placed it in the trash bag. Scully smiled to herself as Mulder twitched next to her. With care she usually used after making a Y-incision, Scully pulled back the fist fold of the wrapper. "Oh for God's sake, Scully." Mulder lunged and grabbed the chocolate bar from her hands. "What are you doing? Give it back." She tried to get it from him, but he held it over his head. "The chocolate would have melted in your hands by the time you'd finally unwrapped it." Scully tried again to reclaim their dessert from Mulder. "Mulder, give it back." If he got to split up the bar, she'd end up with the smaller half. Mulder wasn't very really good at sharing. "You know we'd be eating it already if you hadn't snatched it away." In response, Mulder brought the bar to his mouth, tearing the wrapper off. He made to take a bite. "You wouldn't dare!" Instantly, Scully realized she said the wrong thing. Challenging Mulder was like waving a red cape at a bull. The results were predictable and almost as unstoppable. Taking a huge bite, Mulder chewed, moaning in pleasure. "You should have some, Scully," he mumbled between chews. "This really is the prefect mix of sweet and creamy." He brought the bar back to his mouth. Scully tackled him. Sure, he had her by about eighty pounds and a good seven inches, but surprise was on her side. They fell in a mess of tangled body parts and a whoosh of air. Her left hand was just above the button on his jeans. Somewhere in the back of her mind, she was going to use it as leverage to lunge up and grab the chocolate bar, but now it was trapped between their bodies. Not one to give up, no matter what the circumstances, Mulder's free arm banded around her waist, locking her to him. Her right hand was still long inches away from where the chocolate bar was clutched in his left. "Mulder-" She tried to sound stern, but the shadow of giggles belied her authority. "Agent Scully, is that the best you can do?" He taunted her by brushing the chocolate against her fingertips, then pulling it out of her reach. "You're supposed to share." She was quietly trying to remember all the hand-to-hand combat she'd learned at Quantico years ago. And the not-so-official moves she'd learned since. Unfortunately everything she could come up with would actually hurt Mulder. And while she wasn't opposed to inflicting some much-deserved pain, she didn't actually want to injure him. "Make me." His smug superiority had her reconsidering her unwillingness to damage him. Another, far more dangerous, idea flashed across her mind. If she just stretched up a little bit, her mouth would be even with his. From there it would be a fraction of a movement, and the entirety of their history, for their lips to touch. Bells were instantly ringing in her mind, something between an air raid siren and fire alarm that made up her well honed bad-idea warning system. It was a finely tuned system after seven years of being partnered with Mulder. For an eternity of seconds, Scully debated the idea. In then end, all she could think about was the kiss they'd shared at New Year's and how they'd left with his left arm around her shoulders, and how so far this year was a mish mash of gut wrenching cases and the bizarrely improbable. As she inched her way into position her mind screamed at her that now wasn't a good time, that they'd both had too much to drink, that there were issues at work, that Mulder was still torn up about his sister and mother, that there were men who would like nothing more than to use them as weapons against each other. Except, those issues had always been a part of them since the very first case they'd worked on. Well, apart from the alcohol. And even that wasn't too much of a consideration. They'd barely had half the bottle of wine between them, and the three shots of tequila had been had been hours and a sandwich ago. Feeling simultaneously reckless and secure, Scully pulled back, holding perfectly still. Sensing the change in the game, Mulder brought his questioning gaze to hers. Slowly she pulled her eyes from his, dragging them down to his lips. His mouth was slightly open, panting from their struggle. Scully licked her lips unconsciously, and a small whoosh of air puffed from Mulder's mouth. She brought her eyes back up to meet Mulder's, only to discover that his were locked on her lips. "Mulder-" His name was a husky whisper filled with promises and begging answers. Smiling softly, he looked directly into her eyes. Ready, she asked silently. Are you absolutely sure?, was his unspoken rejoinder. This is what had stopped them from going any further at New Year's. Neither of them had been willing to risk their murky definition of friendship, nor what the Bureau rulebook laid out for partners. Funny thing was the line that they had kept themselves from crossing had become a huge grey no-mans land. Scully was ready to claim it, turn it into something whole new and totally theirs. Giving Mulder ample opportunity to pull away, Scully brought her lips to his. She kept her eyes locked on his as long as possible. A mix of disbelief and acceptance poured from him into her, melting into desire as their lips touched. The sensation was incredible; this wasn't a one-time thing. This kiss was the start of an entirely separate part of their relationship. Something new and undiscovered. And like a good scientist, Scully gave herself over to the investigation, searching out every part of Mulder's mouth, moving her head this way and that to get a better angle. Scully trailed her right hand down Mulder's stretched arm, grazing her nails softly along the sensitive skin of his inner arm. The shudder that wracked his frame sent a thrill through her; that with such a simple touch, still fully clothed, she could get a reaction like that. Their tongues ran over each other, chasing back and forth across teeth, seeking out the soft corners of each other's cheeks, rough surfaces over smooth. Mulder almost lost a chunk of hair when he smoothed his tongue along the roof of her mouth. In wiggling to free her left hand, Scully brought her right hip in direct contact with Mulder's erection. They both froze. Obviously, Scully knew where this was going, but she was unprepared for the hard evidence of Mulder's arousal pushing into her. She pulled back from their kiss to look him in the eyes. The movement caused her to press down against his aforementioned erection dragging a groan from deep inside him that Scully both felt and heard. Mulder looked proud and terrified, aroused and bemused. Ready to crawl out of his skin. Or at least every stitch of clothing. Bracing herself on his shoulder, Scully moved until her hand was free and resting over his racing heart, and her legs were splayed over his bringing her directly on top of his arousal. Mulder held perfectly still. The only acknowledgement Scully had that she was affecting him was the speeding up of his heartbeat and the occasion involuntary thrust of his hips. Deliberately, Scully rolled her hips, smiling at him coyly through the curtain of her hair. In response Mulder's hand came down and clutched her waist, stilling her. "What's the matter, Mulder, don't you want to see how I get my ya-yas off?" "If you keep doing that, Scully" Mulder said in a self-deprecating tone, "you'll be getting your ya-yas off all by yourself." "Where's your self-control, Mulder?" She leaned down and nipped his chin. "Scully, you've always been myself control." He brought his left hand and clamped it firmly on her ass, pushing her down into him. They both groaned. "You seem to be fully in control of events right now, Mulder." Wanting to feel more of the amazing friction, she tried futilely to rub herself against him. Mulder snorted in disbelief. "Scully, if that were true, we'd be naked already. Hell, we'd never gotten to the carrots, never mind dessert." She quirked an eyebrow at him. They'd never actually got to dessert. Then again... "What are you waiting for?" She kissed him, sliding her tongue in and out of his mouth rapidly. Mulder flipped them over, grinding his hips into hers. Scully cried out, grasping at his back, digging her nails in, anchoring herself to him as the world spun madly around her. Needing to feel his skin, Scully frantically pulled at his shirt, ripping the black cotton over his head. She pushed, until Mulder was once again on his back. Straddling his hips she let her fingers run over his chest. For the first time she detailed his muscle and sinew with the eyes of a lover, not that of a doctor. Cataloguing his reactions; if she flicked a fingernail over his nipple he'd gasp running; a feather-light touch down his abs caused him to shudder; biting softly where neck met shoulder made him groan her name and thrust his hips. Scully gloried in the new freedom to map out his body, the power that was held beneath the bronzed and rippling skin, the muscles taut with arousal, trembling with need, and all for her. Slowly she trailed her hands from his face, over his shoulders, pausing at this scar and that, remembering all the hurts and wanting to wash them away. Her fingers grazed either side of his belly button and she smiled a secret smile when he hissed her name. Purposely she traced the denim-covered bulge, running her hand from bottom to top. She licked her lips and imagined what he'd feel like buried in her to the hilt. With a snap and a hiss, his jeans were undone and her hand was on him, her fingers barely able to encircle him. Loving the hot silk over iron feel of him, Scully stroked her hand up and down, then ran the tip of her fingers over his balls on her downward stroke. And suddenly the room whirled and she was once again staring up at the stucco ceiling then Mulder was looming over her, panting his face flush with desire. "I want you." His voice was a low animalistic growl. It thrilled and alarmed Scully that she'd brought him to this sharp edge of arousal so quickly. Her answer was trapped in her throat, behind a moan, as he ran a hand up her flank, so Scully just nodded her head in agreement. Dear God, how could the answer be anything but yes. Unceremoniously, Mulder stripped her of what little clothing she had on. And in moments she was spread naked before him for the first time. The look in his eyes made her feel like the most desirable woman on earth. Never breaking their gaze, Mulder stripped off his pants and came to lie next to her on the bed. Slowly he repeated her caresses from before, touch for touch, nip for nip. Desire like none she had ever known raced through her veins. He toyed with her nipples, bringing his mouth down to take over when his left hand roamed further south. Scully was only slightly shocked to find that her hips were undulating, begging for Mulder's touch. Apparently they'd taken it upon themselves to go after what they wanted. The way her brain was misfiring, Scully wasn't surprised her whole body hadn't staged a coup to get what it wanted. Needed. Mulder's fingers were tracing out some indistinguishable hieroglyphics on her inner thigh. The back of his knuckles kept brushing lightly against her core, but never in a way that she needed. "Mulder." His name was a plea laced with unimaginable desire. "Scully?" He raised his head from her breasts and smiled. It was then that she realized that Mulder had found a new well of control to draw from. Scully wasn't sure if she was willing to beg just yet, or inflict some sort of semi-permanent damage on his person. The look in her eyes must have conveyed just fine what she was thinking, as he pushed two fingers into her. Pleasure shot through her and Scully thought she might just come from his fingers moving languidly inside her. When his head started to move down her torso, Scully sunk her fingers into his hair and jerked him back up to her lips, kissing him with more desire than style. As he was distracted with their kiss, she brought her hand to his cock, stroking it. He was hot and thick in her hand. Her thumb swirled over his head, rubbing the beads of arousal over him. Pulling back from their kiss she licked her thumb clean. Everything about Mulder froze except where he throbbed heavy against her hip. Licking her lips, Scully smiled up at him through half closed eyes. Consciously, she tightened and relaxed her inner muscles around Mulder's fingers. Running her fingers through his hair she brought them to rest on the back of his neck and pulled him down for a soft kiss filled with promise and the echoes of the past meeting the horizon of the future. Mulder rolled on top of her. He pulled his fingers from her, replacing them seconds later with his cock and pushing slowly into her. It had been a long time for Scully and her groan was pleasure mixed with pain. And still he was pushing into her. Sex was always about shoving Tab A into Opening B, an opening that was slightly smaller. The size difference between them almost guaranteed some discomfort at first. The realization that he must be hurting her caused Mulder to freeze, abruptly breaking their kiss. "Scully?" His voice was rough, the tattered thread of control over raging desire. Unable to speak, Scully wrapped her legs around him, tilting her hips bringing him in even deeper. They both moaned loudly. Mulder held himself rigidly still, just the faintest tremors betrayed his struggle. After endless moments the burn turned from pain to pleasure and Scully wiggled her hips experimentally. "Scully." Her name was a growl this time warning her to be careful. She briefly wondered if she's broken Mulder and all he was capable saying of was her name. Then he shifted, and all coherent thought flew from her mind. Mulder pulled out until only his tip was inside her, before sliding home again. Long deliberate strokes in and out. Never stopping, never speeding up. He dropped random kisses along her brow, over her closed eyes, nipping at her bottom lip. Scully unlocked her legs, bringing her heels to rest just south of her ass. On Mulder's next downward thrust she raised herself up, clenching around him at the same time. Slamming his hips down, Mulder pinned her to the bed. "Scully, this is going to last about ten more seconds if you do that again," Mulder panted. She opened her eyes and squeezed him again. Letting out a low groan, Mulder withdrew and thrust into her again. Hard. No longer happy just to lie there, Scully rose to meet each of Mulder's downward strokes. His back was slick under her hands and she found it difficult to hold on. They were gasping in tandem reaching for the inevitable. Every muscle was clenching and unclenching, and Scully could feel the tension coiling in her stomach. Mulder brought his hand between them, seeking out her clit, rubbing it roughly when he found it. She was so near the edge that all it took was a couple of well-timed thrusts and swirls against her clit, and Scully tumbled over the edge. Fireworks exploded throughout her body as she came, crying out Mulder's name. Her nails dug into his lower back, bonding him to her. When she came back to herself, Mulder was still buried deep inside her, rock hard. Lightly she ran her fingertips over his jaw that was pulsing as jaw. Blearily she smiled up at him. It took a lot of effort, but she managed to raise her head and place a tender kiss on his lips. "Your turn." Marshalling her thoughts, she squeezed in time with the clenching of his jaw. Moaning, Mulder buried his head in the crook of her neck and shoulder, thrusting in and out of her without any finesse. His movements set off small echoes of pleasure through out her body. She was too wiped to come again, but the small flashes of arousal were wonderful. It wasn't long before Mulder was crying out her name long and loud. Scully was grateful that they were here on someone else's dime, someone who had no tangible connection to the FBI and would never give complaints to the Bureau of the noise coming from room 619. They lay together for a long time, shudders racing between them. Every little movement set up new groans. Eventually, Scully had to push him from her; his weight was slowly crushing her. Moaning they rolled to their sides, still connected. She lazily trailed her hands up and down his back still slick with sweat. Mulder brought his hand to her head and caressed her cheek, tenderly brushing her hair behind her ear. She lay there, wrapped in his gaze, her leg flung over his hip. For better or worse they'd changed their relationship forever. That said, as much as they both had the power to screw this up, their relationship had undergone the fires of Hell and never truly broken. Their past, good and bad, light and dark, was woven tightly together, creating the tapestry of them. And the past could never be unraveled. Well, unless you bought into that one X-file about temporal... Scully smiled to herself. "What's so funny?" Mulder asked softly. "Nothing. Everything. Life." "Very succinct, Agent Scully." And he kissed her, smiling. She shivered, this time from cold, goose flesh rising along her arm and back. Muffling a whimper Mulder pulled away from her. He moved them until they were both under the blankets, kicking the wreckage of their dinner to the floor in the process. They shifted around until she was once again wrapped in his arms with her right leg over his. They shared one pillow, inches apart. Unable to stop herself, Scully ran her fingers over his face, mapping out his brows, nose, lips, jaw, everything. "We're gonna have to set some rules about this." Mulder chuckled and she thought back over what she'd said. She thought of their past, more specifically her partner's blatant disregard for pretty much any and every rule he'd been presented with. "Rules are lost on you, aren't they?" she asked smirking. "Pretty much." Sobering, he kissed her. "I know what you're getting at, we'll be careful, but you and I both know that there's no way to hide everything always. There are always clues, leads to follow." Scully nodded her agreement. "It's not like our enemies don't know that my biggest weakness and strength is you. And that I am yours." Again, Scully nodded, though this time she kissed him softly when she was done. Mulder looked down, taking a deep breath. When he met her eyes again, all joking was gone; he was as serious as she'd ever seen him. And scared. "And," he paused, stroking her cheek tenderly, "it's not like they don't know I love you." Scully ran her hand along his jaw. Love: it could give wings and crush souls. How could he not know how she felt? "I love you too, Mulder." She smiled at him. He didn't return her smile. In an instant Scully felt her world start to fray, the forerunner to unraveling. "I'm in love with you," Mulder said with a soft intensity. "I have been for years." And there was the rub of it, Mulder's deepest fear: that he was unloved in the way he loved. "And I'm in love with you too, Mulder." She looked him dead on. "I have been for ages." She held his gaze, and saw the wonder shatter the fear, the joy that quickly followed caging the fear, and finally the acceptance locking his fear away. At least for now. Mulder pulled her close, breathing her in. Scully was content just to rest in his embrace as long as he needed her to. Long moments later, he pulled back, smiling. And, for the first time, Scully didn't see the specters of the past in his visage. She ruffled his hair. "Let's go to bed, Mulder. We have to meet the Gunmen tomorrow for lunch then catch our plane back to DC. All, hopefully, without Skinner or the Bureau becoming aware of what we did here this weekend." Mulder waggled his eyebrows at her comically. Ignoring him, Scully raised herself to turn off the bedside lights. The long since discarded chocolate bar caught her eyes, teetering precariously between the edge of the bed and the wall. Giggling in secret triumph, Scully stretched across Mulder's body and at the last minute snatched the thing that had sparked their coming together. Without a thought of sharing, Scully shoved as much of the chocolate as she could in her mouth. "Can't reach the light?" Mulder mumbled from under her. Desperately she tried to answer, but her mouth was too full. Her mangled words and giggles caused Mulder to open his eyes and twist to look at her. His eyes widened then narrowed. "No fair not sharing, Scully." Jamming as much of the remainder of the chocolate bar as she could into her mouth, Scully grinned wildly and fed him the final couple of squares. Laughing softly she flipped off the light and they snuggled down together exchanging sugary kisses. Scully was lethargic, but not the least bit sleepy. And Mulder rarely slept the night through. For once neither cared what time it was, or what was happening with the outside world. They talked softly and continued to exchange long kisses. Words melted away as they slowly caressed and learned what made the other sigh, what made them groan. When they made love again, it was hours later. This time it was slow and gentle and full of devotion and promises. The sky was lightening to pale grey when they drifted off to sleep in each other's arms. Scully knew they couldn't predict what was to come, but as always, they would face it together. Just now together meant a little bit more.