TITLE: Balls, Boys, and Birthday Gifts, What's Girl to Do? AUTHOR: DenyTheTruth EMAIL ADDRESS: kelleigh@glasscity.net DISTRIBUTION STATEMENT:Gossamer: Yes. If anyone else thinks it's good enough for other achieves go ahead and put it there. Just keep my name on it and let me know. SPOILER WARNING: The Unnatural, Redux 2, Emily, Unruhe, Fire, Syzygy, WOTC, Irresistible. Oh let's just say you had better be a fan and seen all the episodes to know what some of this means. If you haven't then why are you reading fanfic?? RATING: I'd say strong PG-13 maybe a very light R CONTENT WARNING: I am devout member of "The Church of Mulder and Scully's Love". This is romance through and through, if you don't think Mulder and Scully belong together then run for the hills (and while you're at it, go get your head examined. THEY LOVE EACH OTHER!!! CC even said so, so go take that and stick it in your hats you no romos) CLASSIFICATION: UST, MSR SA SUMMARY: What was going through Scully's mind during her and Mulder's little batting session? And what comes after the credit ran? FEEDBACK: PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. This is the first time I have written a fanfic with real substance so soon after an episode. Let me know what you think and if I should do a sequel. I'm begging worse than Frohike for detailed descriptions from Mulder on how Scully looked in Antarctica when she feel out of the cryopod. Author's notes: I know that i said the next thing that came out was going to be my sequel to "No ONe But You." But this episode just screamed for me to write about. I will get my ohter work out soon I promise so don't throw anything at me :) I would like to thank Muldana for her "Top 10 List" that got me inspired and writing again after my months of wirter's block. Thanks for the inspiration to get working again. P.S. Don't forget about the contest, you still have till May 10th AND NOW ON WITH THE SHOW!!!!!! Balls, Boys, and Birthday Gifts, What's Girl to Do? ___________________________________________________ I never thought basesball to be very interesting, let alone exciting. But I can safely say at his moment that I have a whole new appreciation for this sport. It is in fact very exciting (at least for me). God Mulder's arms around me feels so good. He couldn't have gotten me a better birhtday present. Forget shirts, lotion, music or any of those other things. Fox Mulder standing behind you trying to show you the proper way to hit a baseball is a girl's dream come true. Or at least mine. Man is it getting hot out here or is it me? Hell let's just admit it, it's me. I've missed this playfullness between us. The past few months have been stressful on us both and our partnership has suffered because of it. It's nice to finally just relax and enjoy each other's company without worrying about work. Mulder's right, I could easlily forget all my troubles just doing this for a while. The ball hitting thing is a nice stress reliver too. I just wish that kid wasn't here so I could enjoy Mulder a little more. Oh good we ran out of balls and he has to go pick the ones we've hit for us to continue. Good, go and pick up one ball at a time little boy. I'll even pay you double what Mulder is if you'll just run home and leave us alone. But I know that won't happen, Mulder's having too much fun doing this. "Hey Mulder." "Yeah Scully?" "Do you ever visualize when you hit the ball?" "What do you mean?" "I mean do you ever fantisize that you're hitting something else?" "All the time." "Really, what do you usually fantasize about? And I don't mean when you're at home on your couch watching one of those movies that arent' yours." I say smiling at him while we wait for the kid to get the balls. Mulder lets go of me and puts the bat down. "Usually about people. Like when I play basketball I would pretend that the ball was Kersch's head and the net was a blackhole." I laugh at that "What do you fantasize about Skinner?" "I'll tell you mine if you tell me yours." Ohh, I can have a little fun here or just move on. I think I want to have a little fun. "Usually I fantasize about the different ways I can get his bald head to break out in a sweat." Take that little comment and run with it Mulder. "Ohh Scully, and what ways would that be?" "Wouldn't you like to know." The kid comes back. Damn we were just getting started. GO away boy go away. "All right Scully, this time hit it without my help." "Well this won't take long, each ball will just fly right past me." "Just think of the ball as something else, something you really want to hit." "Mulder why should I fantasize about your head being the ball when I can just hit you right now?" I smile at him. "Very funny. Now listen young lady you start hitting your ball. THis is your birthday gift and I will not let it go to waste." I salute him. "Yes sir" "Fire away kid" Ball 1 nothing, Ball 2 nothing, Ball 3 looks alot like my 7th grade science teacher Mr. Hoskins. He gave me my first D. Take that, the ball is out of here. Hey this fantzsizing stuff really works. Ball 4 Bill when he threatend my rabbit. Ball gone Ball 5 My 1st boyfriend Allen after he dumped me for the school slut. Ball out of here. Ball 6 C.B.G. Spender . That ball is out of the park. Ball 7 Phoebe Green. Bye Bye ball Ball 8 Detective White. WOn't be finding that ball anytime soon. Ball 9 Bambi. Kid in the next county will like the new ball he finds in the yard. Ball 10 Diana. THe hide is gone and this ball has no hope of landing anytime in this milenium. "Way to go Scully," Mulder comes up behind me. "You're a natural at this." "Why thank you, but I'm not done so move away." Mulder moves back, "yes mame." Ball 11 My cancer. See you sometime later. Ball 12 Tom Colton Ball 13 Tooms Ball 14 Kryceck Ball 15 Blevins Ball 16 Dr. Stanton Ball 17 everyone who had anything to do with creating Emily Ball 18 Donnie Pfaste Ball 19 Gerry Schnauz Ball 20 Mulder's father Ball 21 Mulder's mom Ball 22 Samantha and her refusal to see Mulder Ball 23 Modell and his sister Ball 24 that ashole Ritter Ball 25 that damn bee ruining the best moemtn in my life. The bat flies out of my hands with that hit. "Hey Scully slow down there girl." Mulder brings the bat back to me and notices that sometime during all this I started to cry. "You ok?" He asks as he brings the bat back. "I'm Fin.." I stop myself. "Can you tell the kid to go home now? I'm tired of playing." "Sure," he goes over to the kid pays him and I watch the boy run off. Mulder comes back to me. "You want to call it a night? I'll clean this up and see you at work in the morning." No I don't want to call it a night. I want to call an end to it all. Too much has happened to me to just go on like this. I want to start a new ball game. "Actually I want to continue, but I think I need to work on my stance." "Scully you knocked all those balls out of the park, I think your stance is just fine." "Come on MUlder this is my birthday gift and I want to work on my stance. Unless you're too tired to play with me and want to go home." I smile at him. "I'm never too tired to paly with you Scully." He says as he comes around meand puts him arms over mine. "Ok, now stand straight and just relax, remember hip over hand." "I thought it was always the hand over the hip so it can go under the shirt." I say as we take a swing. Mulder freezes up a little and then relaxes. Oh goodie he's going to continue with me. This is such a great gift. "Yes, but remember right now you're just trying to get to first base not second." "I thought the object of the game was to get to get a home run," I say as I run my fingers over his. Mulder shivers alittle and I have to smile. NIce to know I'm not the only one enjoying this." "Yes but a homerun takes the fun out of the anticipation of making it home," Mulder whispers in my ear. "The anxiety of trying to get a hit and making it to first base." He lightly kisses my ear and swings the bat again, I can feel how this is affecting him. "The high you get when you realize that the next player hit the ball and you get to go to second. The joy and exhileration that overcomes you when you land at 3rd. You're so close to home but still have a little work to do. And then the feeling of victory and ecstasy when you finally get home." I drop my hands from the bat and lean into Mulder. God baseball is such a turn on. I think I'll have to join Charlie and Bill when they watch the games during our 4th of July barbeque. Mulder continues holding the bat and swings. "You see Scully, slow and stead wins the game." "But sometimes you have to just say screw it all and go for broke quick" I say as I turn around in his arms. Mulder puts the bat down and places his hands on my hips. God I feel the moisture in my pants. "Mulder," "Humm," he says as he looks at me. "You know I have a way to help get rid of your worries." "Huh?" "You know what you wree saying earlier about your XXX bill. I know how to help you get rid of it." "How?" He asks. God he fells so good. Well, I've gone this far I might as well go for broke. I lean up and capture his lips with mine. Umm, Mulder tastes good, much better than that non fat tafuti dream cicle I had earlier. Mulder hasn't responded to my kiss. Hey, I had better not be the only one turned on by this or my evening is going to suck and I'm going to have to go and buy a new set of batteries. I pull away from Mulder and look at him. He just looks stunned. Ok, something is not right with this. Of all the resonses, I never thought he would just stand there. All right so I was hoping he would just throw me down on the ground or bed or car seat, wherever we were at. But to do nothing, this is not allowed. "Mulder, you know they say it's nice to savor the moment, but I must tell you. This is not a moment that you want to take a while to savor. Just standing there and doing nothing doesn't go well for me and my self esteem." He's just looking at me with a glazed look. Ok, I am going to take a guess and say he isn't in shock that I kissed him first. He's in shock that I tried to do it. Guess I was right in my previous thoughts, bad idea about me and him together. After not talking about the hallway I guess I should have known. "Sorry Mulder, didn't mean to force it. Just got caught up in the moment. Sorry you had to be subject to it." I start backing away and walking to my car. Don't cry Dana, at least not until you are out of the parking lot and on the way home. Don't let him see you cry, it's bad enough he probably thinks you're some sex crazed woman. God what an idoit I was. I get to my car and pull my keys out but before I can get them into the lock they are taken out of my hands. I turn around and Mulder is behind me. He throws the keys to the ground. "Mudler what are you..." I'm cut off mid sentence by Mulder's tongue pushing into my mouth. Hello, what just happened here people? Not that I'm complaining. Mulder's hands move to my bottom and he lifts me up, I sqeek in surprise. Good God I'm sqeeking, lord it has been a while since I've been kissed. Mulder sets me on the hood of my car and continues kissing me. Umm, this is soo good. Mulder pulls away from the kiss and I whimper in response. "You young lady should be thrown out of the game for bad conduct." Mulder says as he runs his hands through my hair and along my face. "You never leave in the middle of a game, it's unsportsman, not to mention detrimental to my libido." He says looking me in the eyes. I look at him confused, then what the hell was that scene of him standing there doidn nothing. As if he read my mind. "I had to come up with a new strategy. You're kissing me totally through off my whole game. I was thinking at least another 5 minutes before we got to kissing. I had the whole game planned and you went and ruined all my hard work. " His hands work their way under my shirt. "I should eject you from the game for ruining my whole plan, but I have to say that I like your ideas better." He leans in and kisses me again and I wrap my legs around his waist. We break apart a few minutes for air. "So Scully, now that we've totally destroyed each other's plans for the game. What should we do?" "I guess just roll with the punches." I say as my hands drift down his chest. Mulder smiles and leans down to kiss me. "Play ball." He says as he kisses me. Yes indeed, this is a very good birthday gift for me. THe End That's it it's all over. Now before anyone writes to me saying I should be kicked out of the fanfic league for ending the game prematurely, let me just say. If you want the RST that we all are waiting for I can be persuaded. This is the first time I have tried to get a fanfic out this quick after a show (at least one with some substance) If you think is was good then write me and if you want a sequel let me know and I'll get one out Thanks Mulder: Scully, should we be picking out china patters? Small Potatoes Scully: Shut Up Mulder Trevor Mulder: I do not gaze at Scully. Rain King Mulder: I was merely extending her a professional courtesy. Scully: Oh, is that what you were extending? Fire TITLE: Balls, Boys, and Birthday Gifts, What's a Girl to Do? Part II AUTHOR: DenyTheTruth EMAIL ADDRESS: kelleigh@glassicty.net DISTRIBUTION STATEMENT: Gossamer: Yes. If anyone else thinks it's good enough for other achieves go ahead and put it there. Just keep my name on it and let me know. SPOILER WARNING: none that I can think of except maybe the last show if CC wants to do himself a favor and finally make all us shippers happy J RATING: NC-17 (Come on as romantic as it would be do you really think they would wait any longer the moment they got a lip lock going?) CONTENT WARNING: I am devout member of "The Church of Mulder and Scully's Love". This is romance through and through, if you don't think Mulder and Scully belong together then run for the hills (and while you're at it, go get your head examined. THEY LOVE EACH OTHER!!! CC even said so, so go take that and stick it in your hats you no romos) CLASSIFICATION: MSR, SA SUMMARY: continuation of part 1. What happened after they left the field? FEEDBACK: Sure if you want to let me know what you thought of the sequel, especially since I wrote it instead of studying for my finals next week, not like it took a lot of persuasion to get me to put off studying. Author's Notes: Thanks to everyone who wrote a response to Part I and told me to write a sequel. I hope I don't disappoint you.=20 Now let's PLAY BALL!!!! Balls, Boys, and Birthday Gifts, What's a Girl to Do? Part II ------------------------------------------------------------------------- Mulder pulls away from our kissing and I try to put his lips back with mine. I'm not ready to quit yet. "Scully, Scully." He says away in a shaky voice. "We should stop." I look up at him. "Excuse me?" Mulder lifts me off of the car and puts me back on the ground. He then picks up the keys that he dropped earlier and hands them to me. I look at him puzzled, what is it with this man? The moment we get to the good stuff he backs down. This is not good for me emotionally and it sure as hell is killing me sexually. "I think we should take a time out and regroup for the next inning." Mulder says to me. "Mulder, as much as I enjoy sports innuendoes, almost as much as I enjoy clich=E9s. If you don't shut up and kiss me again I will not be held responsible for my actions." I say as I grab his shirt and pull him back to me. =20 "Ms. Scully, you wouldn't be hitting on me by any chance now would you?" He smiles at me. "Mulder if this is your idea of hitting on, then it must be even longer for you then it has been for me. Now shut up." I try to kiss him but he stops me. This is getting real annoying. "I think it's time we head home." Excuse me? He did not just say that. I know for a fact I was not the only one enjoying the kissing. My nerves are frazzled enough as it is. If he is going to be like this hot and cold then I might as well go home and curl up in my own bed. At least there I won't be so frustrated. Just have to stop at the store for those batteries. Damn him. And people wonder why I act cold at times. Because every time I try to relax and show my true self, Mulder always does the opposite. I think he gets of on this sexual tension between us. At least one of us is getting off. "Fine," I tell him as I open my door. "Since you ruined my Saturday by digging around for old newspapers, be nice and leave me alone tomorrow. Let me at least enjoy my Sunday." I know that sounds bitchy, but come on I think I have the right to be. Seven years of sexual attraction and non-activity, I'm allowed to be mad, especially since the man knows how to= kiss. "No problem Scully, I won't call you on the phone or ask you to come to the office tomorrow. You can spend all day at home relaxing." Mulder say as I shut the door. I roll down my window. "Thanks for the lesson Mulder." I say as he walks to his car. Mulder waves me off. Damn it!!! This is not what I need. It's time like these that I think Mulder's little "habit" wouldn't be that bad to have. I head home but decide to stop at the 24-hour grocery store on the way. If I have to be miserable, then at least I can have comfort food. And forget that non-fat crap. I want sugar and lots of fattening chemicals. I need= it!!!! After my little trip to the store I make it home in good time. Don't want to let my Strawberry Shortcake Ice Cream or my Mrs. Field's Ice Cream Cookie Cake to melt. Yeah I know it's unhealthy, but so is 7 years celibacy, but I've done that. =20 I grab my goodies out of my passenger seat and head up to my apartment. My dark, quiet, empty apartment. Man I should have just left Friday night and gone Boston with my mom for the weekend. I open my door and enter my apartment. Thank God I have all day tomorrow to calm down and ease my frustration with Mulder. I put my emotional picnic supplies in the freezer and head into my bathroom. I need a long hot bath. Preferably for a few hours, hope the hot water heater is working tonight. I light some candles and put the bath salts in the water. Melissa got me started on the bath salts. T first I thought it was just another stupid way for companies to make some money, but now I actually like the way they make the water and my skin feel. Besides I need all the extra help I can get in achieving some harmony and stress relief. With everything in order I take of my clothes and get into the tub. =20 Just right. This, isn't exactly what I was hoping for when I started kissing Mulder, but like anything I plan ever works out the way I want it. Besides, at least I got to kiss him and can say I was the one who started it. Let's see him get on me about cutting myself off now. I'm not the one who ran off like a scared child. I wonder what he's doing right now? Probably watching one of those videos of his trying to calm down. I hope he can't get off for hours. Would serve him right for backing down and leaving me like that. I HAVE NEEDS TOO MULDER!!!!! I close my eyes and sink further into the tub. This is nice. Just me and my thoughts, no pressing issues or urgent business. Damn it, what the hell am I suppose to do? I haven't had time to myself in so long I don't what to do. This is so Mulder's fault. If he would just get over whatever it is that is holding him back. I mean my birthday gift tonight was great. We were relaxed and enjoying ourselves. What was wrong with that? Nothing as far as I can tell.=20 WHAT THE HELL!! I jump at the feel of someone's hands pushing me forward. = =20 "Scully move forward, I have better plans for the evening than being in the emergency room because I couldn't even get in the bathtub properly." Mulder? What the hell is he doing here? I turn around to see Mulder leaning over the tub. Hello and I do mean all of Mulder. Oh is that for me? God I hope so. I look up at him and raise my eyebrow in silent question. "What?" Mulder asks. He motions for me to move forward and I do and he gets in. "What did you really expect me to just go home after what happened in the park?" He smiles at me and pulls me into his arms with my back to his chest. "I was not going to have the first time we make love take place in the middle of a baseball diamond." "What makes you think we're going to make love?" I ask him, but who am I kidding I'd like to have him right now. He smiles and nuzzles my ear. "Simple, because I know you wanted me right there on the field. And believe me even though that would be one of my favorite sexual experiences. I don't want it to be our first one. We'll save it for next time." "Someone's awfully sure of themselves aren't they?" I say as I grab the wash cloth to start on my legs. Mulder takes the cloth from me. "Scully 7 years of foreplay and innuendo is enough already. One more night and you'll have to visit me in the psycho ward." He takes my arms and runs the wash cloth over them. "Tonight is about starting a new. It's about finally finishing something that was started outside my hallway all those months ago. Something that started 7 years ago when you first walked into my office." He kisses my ear. "I love you with all my heart." Oh man, as if I hadn't been threw the emotional ringer as it was tonight. Mulder had to go and say it. What's a girl to do, oh I know have a little fun. Paybacks a bitch Mulder=20 "That doesn't mean you're getting any tonight." Mulder stops washing my arms. "Excuse me." "Sure I will admit it, back at the park I wanted nothing more than to have at tit right then and there. But on my way home I thought about it and you were right to stop when we did." I turn around to look at him. Oh man what I wouldn't give for a camera right now. I think this is the most pathetic I have ever seen him look. Makes me almost end this and just take him, but after what I went thorough he isn't getting off that easily. At least not yet anyway. I take the wash cloth from him and finish my bath. Oh Mulder, you keep those eyes up and my little game won't last much longer. =20 "Scully." I turn around and face him. "Mulder, listen. You were right." He raises his eyebrows in response to that comment. Do I look like that when I do it to him? "Excuse me? What was I right about?" He asks. "About me and you not doing anything more. It would bring on too many problems." "Scully, this is you and me we are talking about. We are never going to be without problems. Hell, if there is a time that we don't have a problem or two, that's when I get afraid." "Then what was that little thing at the ball park?" Mulder moves closer till we are chest to chest. Oh Mulder hair, very nice. My breasts have no complaints about that rubbing up against them. And neither do my legs if that's what I think it is bobbing against them. Good thing I'm in the tub or I'd be dripping all over the place. "That my dear Scully, was my one sensible act for the year. I held myself in control. Besides, I worked up quite a sweat hitting the ball and I didn't particularly want my manly odor getting in the way of the smell of you." He moves even closer and rubs his hands along my back. "And me together. And as I said the baseball diamond is not my choice for us do the naked pretzel." "Mulder." I warn. "What, I think it's a much better way than saying screwing our brains out or fucking like rabbits." Oh I just got a very naughty little scene in my head. Ok that's it. Games over. Everyone go home, leave, vamoose. The fat lady is about to sing after 7 years of warming up and waiting for the big call. "I don't know Mulder. I'm not sure what you have in mind, but fucking like rabbits pretty much sums up what I was planning on doing." I get up from the tub and grab a towel to put around me. "Let me know now if you aren't going to partake in it, that way I can go find someone who will." I say as I get out of the tub and go into my bedroom. 5, 4, 3, 2, "Scully," I knew it, 1. Mulder grabs me and pulls up to his chest. "If copulation like little wood land creatures is what the lady wants." He starts trailing kisses down my neck. "Then little wood land creatures she will get." Bye bye Mr. Towel it was nice knowing you but I want Mulder skin touching me and nothing else. I drop the towel and Mulder turns me around so we are face to face. "Last chance Scully. You know what this is going to mean and change." "Absolutely nothing," I say as I start trailing kisses down his neck and along his collarbone. "Well, except I will be able to do this without fear of you slapping me with a sexual harassment suit." "Scully when you do that, the only thing I want to slap is your ass." Mulder says heavily. "Well then, what's stopping you?" I say as I move to one of his nipples and Mulder groans. Hello, all that just from one little touch of my tongue? Oh, I think my neighbors are going to evict me in the morning because I already know I'll be pealing the paint off the walls from my screams and if Mulder is doing this already I think I won't be the only one tonight screaming. I'll have to give earplugs to everyone one in the morning, because tonight won't be a one-time performance people. No way, Dana Scully has gotten what she wants and will not be letting it go. You're going to have to pry my dead limp fingers away from Mulder to get me away from him. "Mulder," he looks down at me. "I think we'd be more comfortable if we moved out of my hallway and into my bed room." "When the lady's right she's right." He grabs me by my ass and takes me into the woman. Oh yes, him Tarzan me Jane. Yeah that's right. Cut throat, can nail your balls to the wall Special Agent Dana Scully just basically swooned. You would too if you had the feeling of Mulder flesh all around you. Besides, 7 years. Leave me alone I'm entitled. Mulder lays me down on the bed and covers all of me with his own body. Humm, Mulder in my bed, what a great idea, just like Jack in the box. Every girl should get her one of these. But hands off ladies, this one is mine and mine alone. You touch you die. Mulder's tongue plays along my lips, begging for entrance. I open them with no hesitation. Good he tastes good and it's mine all mine. I bring my hands to cup his face while our tongues continue to wrestle each other. Mulder moves his hands from my face down along my side. Oh that feels good. He brings his hand up and cups my left breast. He moves his mouth away from mine and begins to trace along my face with his tongue. =20 My hands leave his head and travel down along his back. Feeling his muscles respond to my touch. I close my eyes as Mulder takes one of my nipples into his mouth and sucks on it like a newborn baby to its mother. I don't know how much of this I can take. =20 Mulder takes my hands and places them aside my head. "Keep them there," he tells me. I'll try but I can't guarantee that they will stay there. Mulder continues memorizing every inch of my body with his tongue. For some reason I have a picture of a cat lapping at split milk. Mulder plunges his tongue into my navel. "Scully, he says as he presses his head against my stomach. "I love you," he places kissed all along my legs. "Everything from your prim and proper FBI approved hair style to your non regulation fire engine red toe nails. Every single inch of you I love and plan on never letting go." He says and looks up into my eyes. =20 God I think I am going to cry and now is not the time for crying. I move my hands to cup his face but Mulder stops them. "I told you to keep them up there. Am I going to have to restrain you young lady or can we continue with the honor system." He says with a smile. =20 I move my arms back up to my head and Mulder moves down to my center. Thank God, it's been burning ever since he first stepped behind me at the ballpark, just screaming for attention. Mulder traces along my lips with his fingers and inhales the scent of my arousal, making me even more so. "You smell like cinnamon and ambrosia." His tongue darts out quickly to trace along my folds, teasing my already aching desire. I love the smell of you Scully, no matter how much you try not to leave a trace of a scent; I can always detect a trace of your fragrance. I love walking or sitting by you and being able to smell you." His fingers spread me open for him and his tongue darts in and out. =20 "Ohh Mulder." Wow I can still talk and it still make sense. Let's see how long that lasts. Mulder continues working his tongue in and out of me. Knowing exactly which places to tease and for exactly how long. Bring to the brink and then backing away, letting me fall down from the crest a little only to be put back on top of it. "Mulder, Mulder," I plead with him. =20 He looks up at me, his eyes no longer the beautiful hazel that I love, but dark almost black and full of desire. Desire for me and for what we are about to do. He pulls away from me and licks his lips. "But you know what Scully? I like the taste of you even better." He goes back to tracing me center with his tongue. "There isn't words to describe how good you taste on my tongue, or how it feels to hear the sounds to make while I'm tasting you. Poets could spend their whole lives trying to come up with words and they wouldn't be able to do you any justice." Well, that's it folks. The water works are about to start. "Mulder," my voice catches." =20 He notices the difference and immediately leaves his place between my thighs. Thank God, if he kept that up it was going to be over too soon. He moves back up my body and laces his hands with mine. "Scully, what's= wrong?" He starts tracing the path of my tears with his tongue. But before he knows what hits him I turn him over and am now on top. His eyes widen in surprise and his mouth spreads into a smile. I trail my fingers along his jaw line. "You know Mulder, you wasted your time at Oxford. You should have majored in English, not Psychology." I bend down and kiss his lips. Mulder's hands move down to my hips and hold them in place while he moves his own up to rub up against me. Umm that feels good. I lift my hips up some and quickly bring myself down on top of him. We both gasp at the sensation of him filling me. I forgot how good this feels, having this complete felling. But it never felt this good before. There was always something missing. I now know that something was Mulder. =20 Mulder's eyes leave mine and move down to look at where we are joined. "Scully," he closes his eyes as I rise up and back down. =20 "Umm," I say. He takes his hands off my hips and puts them on my head, bring me face to face with him and giving a better angle for his penetration. His hands tighten in my hair and he rests our foreheads together. I quicken my pace in response to the new stimulus this leverage adds and Mulder closes his eyes and bits his lower lip. He's panting as much as I am. I can tell he's close and is trying to hold out for me. I want that too. Together, just like everything else. I pull myself off of him and his eyes spring open. "Scully?" he asks with= fear. I brush his lips with mine and motion for him to sit up with me. I quickly flip myself over so that I am facing away from him and can see us in the mirror. I have always loved to watch my reflection during sex, I have no idea why but there is just something about it. Mulder comes up behind me and places his hands on the small of my back, the place he has owned and branded years ago. We meet each other's gaze in the mirror and I give him the permission he is silently asking. Mulder moves his hands down to my hops and in one swift move thrusts himself into me. I bite my lip to keep from screaming out loud at the sensation this brings on. Mulder doesn't even bother to try and restrain himself; he just lets out a grunt. I love to hear him make that sound. He's solid inside of me and moves one of his hands from my hips and puts it under my stomach and pulls me back more on him, increasing the speed and pressure of his thrusts. =20 "Mulder," I groan out, close my eyes, and throw my head back. Mulder doesn't say anything; he takes his other hand away from my hip and brings it up to my hair. He grabs a handful of it arches my back up to his chest. His hand on my stomach leaves and comes up to turn my head to the side so he can suck and nip at my neck. =20 My hands claw at his thighs, the only part of his body that I can touch and I feel my orgasm approaching quickly. Mulder continues his fast and furious movement inside me and increases the pressure on my neck. I'll have to find some way of covering that up for work, but right now I don't care. =20 I feel my vaginal walls start to tighten and can't stop the scream that comes from my mouth. "OH God, Mulder!!!!" Mulder increase his pace ever more than I thought possible and soon I feel his own orgasm as he jets inside me and thrusts against my bottom. =20 I collapse onto the bed with Mulder following me. He rises his head off of the back of my neck and kisses his way down my spine as he pulls out of me. I moan at the lose of him inside of me. He lifts me up against his chest and lays us both down on the bed, grabbing the covers that were long ago lost due to our pleasure. I turn on my side and Mulder's arms find their way around my waist and my neck. Molding my body up next to his. I close my eyes and inhale the scent of our lovemaking. It finally happened and the world didn't end. I don't really know what I was expecting, but I always thought something would happen. Every time we came close, something would come up and ruin the moment." Mulder must have sensed my silent musing. He whispers in my ear, "Scully?" "Yes," I softly say. "I'm sorry about everything at the ballpark." "Don't worry about it Mulder, I understand you not wanting us to rush into this in the middle of a field." "I don't' mean that." His arms tighten around me. "I mean about your cancer, Emily, Diana, and everything that you said while you were hitting the balls." He kisses my ear. Did I say those out loud? I thought I was just chatting in my head. I turn my head in to the pillow in embarrassment. "Mulder," I try to say something but I can't think of anything. "You don't have to say anything Scully. You've been through so much your years with me I know that. But despite all that, I'm to selfish to wish that I never met you. Even though none of those things would have happened to you, I still wouldn't want to give up everything that we have and everything that we still have to get. I love you." I smile at his words. I don't thinks I'll ever get tired of hearing him say it. I don't' care where or how or if he's in his right mind. Those three words are like magic to me. I close my eyes and move deeper into his embrace and the covers. =20 "I love you too Mulder." He kisses my neck and smiles against my back as we head off to sleep. Yes indeed, I would have to say even though it's a little late. This is the best birthday gift I have ever been given. And we still have all of tomorrow to spend together. We have 7 years to make up for and I intend to start as soon as possible. The End That's it. I hope you all enjoyed the ride. It was only my 3rd try at Smut so I hope it didn't suck (no pun intended) Thanks for reading and enjoy. Here's a question one of friends asked me: If what Mulder and Scully have together isn't true love, wouldn't you be afraid to see the right example of= it? Mulder: Scully. Scully: Yes? Mulder: Marry me. Chinga Mulder: I think it's remotely plausible that someone would think you're hot. E.B.E.