TITLE: "Beyond the Partnership" (1/1) BY: Ten E-MAIL ADDRESS: kristena@ocean.com.au CATEGORY: V, deep friendship (almost MSR) RATING: G SUMMARY: "Beyond the Sea" if Mulder and Scully were no longer partners. TIMESPAN/SPOILER WARNING: "Beyond the Sea", "Fire", "Fallen Angel", minor "Ice", "Pilot", "Quagmire" DISCLAIMER: The X-Files and the characters of Mulder and Scully belong to Chris Carter, Ten Thirteen Productions and Fox Broadcasting, and are used without permission. No copyright infringement is intended, no profit will be gained. X-Files: "Beyond the Partnership" (1/1) by Ten, April 1997, posted August `97 Scully entered the office and found herself wishing for the sound of sunflower seeds crunching underfoot. But that wasn't going to happen. Just like she would never see her precious father again. Both Mulder and Ahab were out of her reach. It was so unfair... Scully forced herself to take a calming breath, straightening her spine. If she didn't pull herself together she was going to be a mess and her next lot of students would start spreading rumours. She'd had enough of rumours. Scully sat at her desk, grateful that the other two teachers that shared the room were out. She liked teaching at Quantico, she was very good at it. She hadn't lost her touch in the year that she had been Mrs Spooky. It felt like a divorce. She missed Mulder, she even missed the X-Files. Or at least the challenge of them. To her surprise, he had stayed in contact with her. Sending wacky postcards that she treasured, even making occasional phonecalls. Full of his unique humour and their crackling banter. She wrote letters she found herself spending more time on than any report, and not minding a bit. They made an agreement for him to drop in if a case sent him this way, so they could go out for coffee. Catch up. But he was on the road so much they hadn't managed to get together. Her father had been dead for five days. The funeral was two days ago. Never again to be called Starbuck. Never to have the chance to know if he actually was proud of her. She wanted to phone Mulder, so much needed to hear him, but was scared she'd choke up over the line. Somehow he'd found out and immediately phoned her. It was so comforting to hear his voice and his sympathy. It was more than a case of him being a psychologist and knowing what to say to the bereaved. He wished he could come down, but he had a case - two kidnapped kids - that he had to act on. He sent flowers to both her and her mother. In the mid-morning sunlight, Dana flipped to the back of her planner and drew out the postcard she always carried around. It was safer than carrying his photo. The picture had been so much of him anyway, a psychedelic swirl like one of his paisley ties on a bender, and the scrawl on the back: "Not fair - Reticulans 7, me 0. But I'm not done yet. We right fielders don't give up." She looked at it often to keep him near, to give her a smile. She carefully tucked it away again. She couldn't afford to have it propped up on her desk. Sue or Maya would inevitably pick it up and puruse and "Ooooooh, Dana!" and she'd never have a moment's peace. It had been bad enough that Hester from Admin had come over to her apartment to renew their casual friendship and seen the postcards on the mantelpiece. Before Scully could do anything, it was all through the staffrooms. The gossip had died down now. She just hoped that nothing got back to Headquarters. Mulder had never said anything to indicate it had, and the postcards kept coming. Fortunately he never put anything "improper" on them. She correctly guessed it was because postcards were able to be read by anyone in the postal system and with his paranoid nature... Who should walk into the office then but Hester, going to put a package on Maya's desk. She stared in surprise at Dana. "Oh - I didn't think you'd be here..." "I went back for the funeral. I didn't take any more time because I needed to work..." "No, ah - I mean, of course, your father. But haven't you heard about your foxy penpal?" /Oh God./ "What's wrong? What's happened to him?" Hester stepped backwards as Scully leapt up, as if to shake her. "Ah, er... One of the lecturers talked to a friend at Headquarters...the news there was Mulder got shot on a case last night. North Carolina." "Is he okay?" "Critical, I think - that's why I assumed you'd be there." /Not him too!/ Scully grabbed her phone and punched the number in so hard it was a wonder her finger didn't go right through. "This is Agent Dana Scully. I need to speak to Section Chief Blevins immediately." As she was placed on hold, she turned in anguish to Hester. "I was his emergency contact, but I guess he removed it after Townsend... Why didn't they let me know?!" The tears were getting very hard to hold back. Her gaze caught on her planner. Were postcards all she was going to have left of him? Scully's head was spinning, but she was here in Raleigh Hospital. As soon as she'd gotten his condition and hospital details, she raced out of the office to her car and belatedly hoped Hester would do something about her classes. Now she was sitting and waiting. He hadn't woken up yet. His face was too pale and sweaty and he still looked tired even in rest. Stable but critical. What a mess a little object could make. The bullet had pierced his femoral artery. He was lucky to be alive. Could she have prevented this? It was an unproductive question to ask. But she was here, now. Mulder's new partner had been a mental mess, only too grateful for the fact that Scully insisted she would stay with Mulder. Barely a kid - Jonathon Padren - she could tell he was out of his depth on this assignment, and he hesitatingly asked, since she had experience with the weirder cases...would she mind looking at the file and giving some suggestions? It gave her something to keep her mind on. And she managed to read it all right; with one hand holding Mulder's. She had not wanted their partnership split up, but his little insubordination about Max Fenig in Townsend, Wisconsin had caused the X-Files to be shut down. Reassignment: Mulder back to the Violent Crimes unit, Scully to Quantico. "We'll lodge a protest," Scully had insisted and seen the surprised delight in his eyes. "You mean you want to stay on the X-Files? Put up with me?" "Yes." She had meant it. Their protest was slowly going through the proper channels, "dogpaddling against the current" as Mulder put it. Perhaps something might be done to address it soon. Perhaps not. Mulder received a few cases in the interim that were weird enough to require his cracked genius. Scully received the news that her move back to Quantico was only temporary - they said she was too good an agent not to have her out in the field; only this time in a "proper" partnership. The bigwigs thought she would be happy with this, and pointed out the opportunities for advancement. They said they would inform her soon. She intended to resist it. At least politely refuse. A proper partnership. With some guy who didn't look for aliens behind every cloud. Who didn't crunch sunflower seeds until she wanted to scream. Who didn't spraypaint X's on roads or gently run his hand over her neck to check for parasites... No. Not while this partner was alive. "Come back, Mulder. We have a lot to do. And there's no one I'd rather do it with." She blushed at the double meaning. She quickly decided it was time to do her regular check of the monitoring machines. Half an hour later she was reingrossed in the file. This Luther Lee Boggs was a master manipulator, and had, as the shaken Jonathon pointed out, predicted Mulder's shooting near a white cross. Yet even *Mulder* hadn't believed that Boggs was a genuine psychic. A set-up, orchestrated by - "Scully?" He wasn't awake, but shifting in his sleep. "Scully?" His tone was pleading, desperate. "I'm here." She brushed the sweat-soaked hair off his forehead, hair that had curled in the dampness. "Right here, Mulder. And I'm staying. Please stay with me." Not drifting. Not spinning. Something inbetween. Drifting would have been soothing, welcome. This was out of control and uncomfortable. Pain. But it wasn't a frantic spin. He still wished it would stop. He heard Jonathon through the haze a few times. His new partner. Hadn't been sure whether he'd been speaking on the dock or in the ambulance or here, which he assumed was hospital. He could hear machines going, so it was a fair bet. He heard Jonathon, but he wanted Scully. She wasn't his partner any more. Yet he found himself buying postcard equivalents of his wild ties and jotting down quick snatches to her when on the road. He rarely stayed in touch with old partners. Or the human race for that matter. But now he didn't have her regular company, he missed it. And she wrote back. The first time it had been barely a page. He could tell she was pleased to hear from him, but wasn't going on to much about herself. Just thinking it had been a courtesy, a once-off. With each successive postcard her letters got longer and more her and more eagerly looked forward to. He'd read her reports, but now he was seeing Dana the Letter Writer. They were both lonely and this filled a gap perfectly. He would put his hotel details on the back and her reply would come by express post in the hope it would reach him before he was off again. It seemed impossible she could write that much so quickly - which meant she must have them ready to send or finish off as soon as his next one arrived. Was she adding to each letter daily, making such an effort? Did he mean that much to her? He wished he hadn't changed his emergency card, but it was necessary. With Scully no longer his partner and him going all over the place while she was at Quantico, it wouldn't have been fair. She wouldn't have minded if he'd left it - at least that's what his ego told him - but now with her father gone she had enough to deal with. He hoped that she wouldn't find out about this little incident until he was actually well enough and conscious enough to inform her himself. Something like: "Hello sceptic. Just phoning to let you know the Reticulans won again. But I'm gonna be okay. Wanna talk to my doctor so he knows if he does anything wrong, he's got you to deal with?" At times over the last few months, he almost regretted that jaunt to Townsend. It cost him the X-Files and Scully. But there was a cover-up, he *had* to go! At least he was still getting X-File-like cases; he hoped the higherups would soon agree the division had to be reopened. And surely there was no way they could justify that Jonathan was a better partner than Scully. He'd prevented the rookie from making several major mistakes. Dana had been green, but she'd been damn good. Now if things were going the way he thought they would be, Jonathon would be having a hard time saddled with this case. He hoped the kid sorted it out okay, but it would be proof that he wasn't cut out for this type of work. He thought back over the last few months. Phoebe turned up. She nearly messed him over again. He kissed her, yes, but he thought of Scully and how he might have a chance with her now that they weren't partners and even if they didn't, he just knew what disdain Scully would hold Phoebe in. That gave him the strength to resist. Scully had saved him again, without even being there. And it did help that a fire had broken out in the building, just to make doubly sure he didn't do anything stupid... Still spin-drifting. So what if that wasn't a word. So tired, but while his body was sleeping, the inner motion was keeping his mind aware on some level. Waiting? Hoping? Then she was there. Her hand was slipping over his to clasp and remain. That voice. The only voice he wanted to hear on his deathbed. Which this could well be considering he didn't know how bad he was. "Come on, Mulder. Right fielders don't give up, remember?" The motion stopped. She was anchoring him. He slept. Mulder shifted and murmured. He felt uncomfortable. Something was on his upper lip and he reached up to brush it off. "Hey - leave that alone!" But the voice was more delighted than annoyed. The fingers of his right hand touched the oxygen cannula, registered its significance. More awareness came to him. The pain in his leg. The fingers of his left hand were being held. Knowledge of who was there at his bedside spread over him like sunshine. It hadn't been a dream. He opened his eyes and smiled at her. "Is it really you?" "Yes." Scully's smile was huge, but tears were about to fall. "You're going to be okay." She tried to cover the depth of her emotions by going for the ice chips. He accepted them gratefully. "I'm sorry about your father..." he said when he could speak again. Scully sniffled. "I'm glad you didn't decide to join him." "I think he threw me back over this side. Am I going to have a peg-leg?" "No! Why do you look disappointed?" She couldn't help but laugh at him. "Nothing. Just an old wish..." "Well, if you did get a wooden leg it might be easier to keep up with you when you try to run off." "That'll be quite a feat with me in DC and you at Quantico. Been brushing up on your jogging?" "No. I'm going to get us back on the X-Files. Otherwise you'll run out of weird postcards and I won't hear from you again." "You would, Dana. Even if I had to stoop to sending something boring and touristy. I'd just have to come up with a caption on the back to make up for the banality on the front." He smiled tiredly, but hopefully. "Do you think we'll get back together?" "I know we will." A bit later when Mulder was asleep, the rookie came in, shaking even more. The deadline was coming up. There were no leads. But the killer Boggs wanted to talk to Dana. "What?" "I never mentioned you, I swear! But Boggs insisted he wouldn't say anything else until I brought you along with me. He said *Dana*. And he mentioned something else too...um...let's see..." He nervously flicked through his notebook. Scully decided Jonathon must have mentioned her somewhere in discussion and just forgotten in his panic. The man was not psychic. "Well, all right - I will go. If I can help in any way to find Jim Summers and Lucas Henry." /And it could help get us back the X-Files. Together./ Jonathon found his page. "Oh yeah, that's it - he called you Starbuck." THE END.